Dear Ben

April 25, 2010

Why?  I don’t understand.  I am sorry you felt you couldn’t reach out for help.  I’m sorry you ended your life, right before it was just about to begin.  I’m sorry i didn’t get to see you one more time.  I don’t understand, and i probably never will.  

I’m angry you took the easy way out.  I’m angry stress brought you to this point.  I’m angry that no one saw this coming.

I will miss you, your laughter…that fun, silly humor you inherited from our family….and i will pray your soul finds peace.


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